January 2010
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even when you're not around, i still see you...
(via maraline)
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I just finished my last day of conditioning, and I feel amazing. Like, pop-some-Tylenol-I-know-this-is-gonna-be-sore-later amazing. Tryouts are gonna be a piece of cake. :)
Also, it was nice to be able to focus on the physical pain than the hole in my heart where someone used to be. Hopefully it’ll be filled again soon. I miss her.
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“I stood / Among them, but not of them; in a shroud / Of thoughts which were not...”
– Lord Byron
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I can finally think straight for the first time in the past few days. I realized the problems that have been going on won’t change if I worry and pout. I’ve just gotta deal and keep my life straight.
So I’ve been keeping up with my workout :) I feel great about that. I killed myself during conditioning and practice today; I can feel my legs burning still. I’m taking out...
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Reality Check
J: Fuck this entire week...I just want to sleep it away.
T: Shit happens; you'll get over it.
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Letting go, but never ever forgetting
thexquisite:
ayojackzilla:
“Because she has been a major part of your life. Of course you’ll miss her, its perfectly normal
It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out, you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don’t notice...
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“You make me sad. You think that surgery is gonna make you feel. You think that a...”
– Owen Hunt (via fuckyeahgreysanatomy)
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Explosions
crushes:
bad idea,
you and me are an absolute trainwreck: completely tragic and bound for disaster. there’s no one else i’d rather crash and burn with.
— waiting
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GOAL: GET A GREAT SET OF ABS BY SPRING BREAK.
I am so determined to get them cut and toned. I’m pretty much going to be working out my entire body - focusing on my arms, legs, and abs. My workout regime is in the process of being created. :) Currently, I’ve got conditioning and practice for lacrosse four days a week for at least two hours a day, I run about thirty to forty miles a...
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Let's get lost
I have always been and always will be perfectly at “home” when I’m away from home. I feel the happiest when I’m out in places that I know I won’t or can’t stay - It’s exhilarating to know that I will be some where else in just a few minutes or hours or days, experiencing something entirely new or different.
The places I frequent are sometimes too...
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“I think the only aspect of marriage I like is the thought of waking up in the...”
– Jenny Tam
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crushes:
R,
I love how you still turn red when we hold hands.
— l
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crushes:
boy,
Lately, I’ve seen you looking kind of sad and I want to know what’s wrong. Please be happy again because I love your gorgeous smile. I think I have what it takes to make you smile.
:)
— girl
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Dear Jamie
crushes:
Dear Jamie,
I’ve got a letter I would like to send. It’s lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end.
Should I trust this dialect? To convey the right effect?
Dear Jamie I’ve got some things I’d like to set in pen I would have used a pencil but lead’s just not permanent.
Should I trust my printer’s ink? To express the things I think? Every page I tried my best to think of...
